damn i am on pm shift while he is on am shift today.. arrgghhh after 2 days of rest i don't feel like working !!!! i have 2 years 4mths more to go =(((((((( so dreaded whenever i think about it ..
i really have the urge to break my bond when i reach my 2nd year but thinking about it, it's a like a little stupid to pay back 10k+ when i am left with only 1 more yr to go .. well well i shall always look forward to my next annual leave to push me to be more motivated to work ..

i can't wait for 2009 april to arrive !!!!!! i want to fly off to japan and enjoy myself together with baby and his family to the fullest and it will be even better if i don't need to come back to work whahahahas =P it will be a 12 days vacation woohooos ! i am very excited about it cos' japan is one of the country that i have always been wanting to go .. we might be taking the SQ A380 airbus too (: .. i want to see mount fuji, i want to go to hokkaido to eat seafood, tokyo disneyland to see winnie the pooh !!!!! okies i am damn excited now ! it's really good to fly around the world with kh beside me, more to come after my bond ended and after your ns ended i want to go to europe therefore i am starting to save up now hees ..

during my august AL i will be flying off to hong kong with ting just the 2 of us (: i hope we wont go missing cos ' our sense of directions cannot make it one. .. guess we will shop and eat till we drop ! it's like the malaysia trip we had in year 1, it's so fun cos we share the same room and we talk rot till we fall asleep hahas =) .. i think after tokyo disneyland i won't want to go to hk disneyland wahahahahas, ting will cry if she read this cos she must go to the DL there hahas ..

November my next annual leave will not be travelling, it will be the week ting and i celebrate our 21st birthday ! we've somehow plan on what to do and i really cross my fingers that baby is able to book out that weekends .. well november 08 just past us and we are have already planned nov 09 wahahahas =X

i hope 2009 will be a better year for me, i want to recieve many ang baos during CNY in january so i can spend it in japan wahahahas =X .. will be attending my cousin's wedding in march 09 at jurong bird park, what a place +_+ .. hees well well shal look forward to 2009 to arrive, till then (:

it's a fcuked up day !

THE PERFUME BABY BOUGHT FOR ME (:

yippe doing my 1st round of night shift tonight with nicole cos we requested to work together (: .. guess it's gonna be fun hees .. doing night shift means more money .. more money means i can buy my lomo camera and do hair extensions before going taiwan ! means i am gonna spend near 300 bucks on this 2 things but well guess it's worth it (: i want to use the camera to capture the beautiful moments we have in taiwan !

met up with the usual people yesterday at pasir ris downtown east .. i had fun playing ''in between'' with them .. hahahahas it's do damn funny .. ashraf lost like 80 plus dollars !! it's damn exciting and we had a good laugh (: .. and yes ashraf lost a lot a lot a lot of weight like 12 kg so yeahs he can laugh at me now cos i used to disturb him saying he very fat whahahahas =X now cannot say that to him already hahas .. but well really happy everyone is doing well .. maesh going in next tuesday hope he survive whahahahas ..

seeing these guys going into ns .. reminds me of what will happen when kh goes into ns? i see ting not being able to meet ashraf for 3 weeks plus is like hell hahas .. i think that will happen to me too =X .. well well guess going for a short holiday with him before he goes into ns next year (:

i feel sleepy but i laid on my bed for half an hour still unable to sleep =( hopefully i wont feel tired tonight hees .. woke up at 615am today to go to baby's house to meet him and SLEEP wahahas .. we had a very filling breakfast at west mall, ate toasted bread, half boiled egg and drank ice tea yummy yummy ! took mrt to jurong east to buy stamps cos' i am running out of stamps and i've got many clothes to mail out =P ..

going to donate blood on monday with baby @ HSA cos' he asked me to go and i must admit i am really scared it's gonna be painful =X but well i shall try hees ..

cant wait for 25th to arrive so i can buy my camera and do my pretty hair extensions ! i think i will post photos here if it looks good =)

till then ... ZzZzZzzZzzZzzZZzz

TIME TO UPDATE MY LONELY BLOG (:

last saturday and sunday was awesome! i only got 4 patients out of 12 beds wahahahas .. it's very rare that room 24 can enjoy such a luxury .. and my 4 patients are very nice they do not complain much (: but well good times don't always last, today pm shift was crazy .. i got 4 to fetch back from OT and 3 new admissions woohoos nearly went mad but well still managable .. this isn't as bad as my other busy days when i can totally go mad and not even drink a sip of water .. but well tmr i will have to discharge like crazy cos' breast cases always stay for only one day after op and discharge the next day .. tmr is AM shift then i will off for 2 days yippee ! cant wait for my rest days cos' i can enjoy it with baby (:

13 more days to 24th august .. i got my off day on that day yippeee! gonna bake cuppies and prepare a small surprise for you (: hope you will love it wahahahahas .. till then ..

i am gonna sleep now .. nites people ! ZZZzzzzZZZZzzZZZ

today marks the day that i am with him for 10 months and 2 days .. but to me it seems like we have been together for a very long time .. been good all this while not much arguments and quarrels which is a good thing =) love him to the bits, he never fail to make me smile each time i see him ..
10 reasons why i love him:
1) his tickles; though sometimes his tickles is like pinching and it hurts but i still enjoy it =P
2) when he hugs me to sleep, it feel so warmth and i feel so protected (:
3) when he kiss me on my forehead, to me it feels so good (:
4) he always fetch me home after work no matter how tired is he (:
5) his licks; yeahs he is very sicko at times especially when he licks my nostrils whahahahahahahahahas =X
6) his shoulder; always there for me to lean on when i am sad or happy or even when i am sleepy =X
7) his body scent; he always smell so good except when he smokes then that's an exception ..
8) his listening ear; he always listens to my complains and whining (:
9) his simple messages; never fails to cheer me up (:
10) and of cos the love and care he showers on me (:

I LOVE MY MR TAN !

work have been fine though it was damn busy on monday but thank god i had my rest day on tuesday and wednesday .. i will be strong and hang on ! i am not those who will give up easily though at times i am really on the verge of giving up ..it's okies i always tell msyelf tmr will be a better day (: